First of all I would like to thank all of you guys, who appreciate my work.
But also I would like to ask you, if there's a will to download some of my works, its free for now, but please notify me with comments at list. Lets be respective to peoples hard work.


With Best regards!
Felix Novikov

Have you ever wanted to scream, so that your throught will blast in blood? So hard, that windows will go apart with twisted peace's, and paint on walls would burn... But this scream wont help, huh? It will just make you fill better for another 24 hours, and then, again, you will dwell in that state of helpless pain, with no options for yourself...
Shame we were born with possibility to feel, and love...

You know, its became a tradition already, that I tell stories about episodes of my life here, but not to my close friends, or to my brother...looks like "My beloved diary..."...
I dont know why I ignore LiveJournal, or any similar stuff...May be its because here I found some small, but still VERY vulnerable for me souls...

But as it is...Its very cold here, in Poland. No, I guess you got me wrong, the weather is great, as it could be in this part of our shitty planet...its cold inside, though there is a person, which gives me that load of spirit and energy, that could inspire thousand wild Oscars...But still, i dont want to sing, or to write poems...I gust cant do it in front of the panorama with muse and a peace of CRAP, that will USE and BLOW her in some time... But, I keep smiling...I stick to my role of a friend, though she know's what I feel...Pathetic, I know...But, I will keep smiling, and doing what ever I can, to make her happy...
You know people, its the most awful way of friendship...

P.s. You know, at such movements I understand people, who bring them selfs on Web Journals... Its easier to open up yourself in front of a digital scene...

Its is said, that the border among LOVE & HATE is not even thin...Its like an edited, but torn apart tape of comedy and drama...Moments when you almost sure, that you can give away EVERYTHING for your beloved, and episodes of your life, when you are sure that you can drag yourself to the most dreadful pit, only for a chance to be close to that gentle and delicate reflection of your idol...
As for me its all that damn truth...When you are in love, you dont care about all that crap I just wrote a couple of lines before. As it was said in one famous song: " All you need is Love..." - and thats a fucking truth you should know, damn isnt it? You just love, and want to be loved...And who cares, if it will bring you to the pit, or to your own brain destruction?

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